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 Hi, Lately I am so tired being with him. I said I only hold on to his love but I don't think that works . I need his attention but forget about it girl . He text me and all but I don't know cos I think I want his attention but for now I just keep myself pretending to be busy. Not going to fight with him. Nothing make me excited anymore.   I think some people just do not know how to call back ...so drained out 

Hi, I was a PA . Being a good PA you must understand what your bosses wants and needs. He might be a grumpy boss , handsome boss or just a plain boss. I am very hard working and controlling PA . I managed my boss very well but it is tiring some times.  Today I need to go and change my watch battery and do some stuffs.  Alhamdullilah will keep myself busy.. I am fasting today

 Hi , Today I was not happy this morning. My hubby text me  : Good morning sayang. Yes, so letih tak hilang lagi from the hectic few days. Badan pun lenguh2. I nak ambil EL hari ni. And guess what I was so upset with him. I know there are things that I should not say it but I think he should realise that I cannot be treated this way. I can be a very understanding wife if he told me much earlier. I can wait patiently cos I know he is busy.  And he wrote this too  " So sorry tapi tak boleh hari ni. Actually hari ni patut ada lunch tapi he cancelled yesterday. So i janji kak ct i help her today. Esok i'm not around." Wow another message that is so hurt . He make me more upset. Being the second wife was never easy but I try to understand his situation. I hope my husband will be more sensitive and fikir dulu sebelum cakap apa apa . Wife very understanding but it hurts and she can tahan. ( He should know her tolerance level is very high ). Later I need to go out and get my...

 Today my hubby is so busy. I do think of him but a guess now he needs the space. Nothing about the relationship and myself I am so busy doing my work and I want to go out and do some shopping. I am happy in a way cos I can do my stuff.  Yes I miss you hubby. 

Hi, Lately I am so lost in this crazy life that I have. I pretend everything is good but the real fact I am hurt. So hurt and damage. I am still holding to this stupid arrangement , stupid promise . I am stuck between career and love.  I hate myself today for all this crazy feelings , sad happy confuse just so angry with myself ....

Hello Diary , I want to share my story in this Blog .. I am Farhana